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Heart Broken

Sat Oct 7, 2006, 2:32 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Beyonce
  • Reading: Hatchet
  • Watching: college football
  • Playing: basketball
  • Eating: not candy :(
  • Drinking: not soda :(
Well. I'm sorry I haven't really kept you guys up on the latest of Kayla's life....I've been busy....

I like someone, and he's 13, but not a regular 13 year old.....he likes everything i like and it's just amazing. I think we look good together. So everyone who has kept with my life and it's characters, it's my coaches son, lol. Stop thinking that! We have had so much fun, and his sister is my best friend so i have a reason to see him! I slept over her/his house and she had to do some house cleaning so i was stuck with Davon and we had a ball! It was so much fun, and I felt a connection. I have felt a connection with him with everything we have done together (which is alot).

But my sister had to crush my fun, cause his Mom was telling my sister that he walked a chic home all lovey dovey. I was on my window box and she couldn't see me that well and since i couldn't hold in my tears any longer i walked out casually out of the room and when i finally hit the steps I cryed me eyes out. Careful not to sob so loudly. I held my dog close to me in the garage and talked to him (myself). I came back in and she was getting in the shower so i got on the internet. I couldn't help think about what she said. When she came back in my room she notice my all out bawl and she comforted me saying she didn't mean to hurt my feelings and she could've heard wrong. But I knew she didn't and she knew it too, for my sister hears nothing unless it's true. He wasn't at my basketball game today and I was kind of dissapointed about that, but i didn't say anything. They really beat up my best friend so i didn't want to bug her by asking if i could come over her house. But not long ago I called to see if I could come over cause my sis is leaving to go to a party and I wanna go somewhere too!!!! I can't help but think about what she said and I have to fight back the tears, he gave me confidence and now it's crushed.

I bet I did way more with him then that chic every did (atleast I hope) ......

I've played basketball with him
I've eaten with him
I've laughed with him
I've grabbed and (not that way) have saved him (along with his sis) from hitting a car
I've been in the same bed with him (we were on opposite sides, like allll the way on the other side, but still it counts)

and i bet i got longer hair then that bitch (it matters with black people, lol) and MINES NOT WEAVE!

plus, something that beats all of that......


I LOVE HIM!

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:iconferraribabi9102:
:hug: I know how it feels to be heartbroken, a guy crushed me once

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:iconferraribabi9102:
and i still love him - but dont worry about it, okay? he'll get over that stupid girl and will realize you're the one for him. ;)

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:icondenchii85:
:hug: cheer up kidd, your still young there are going to be plenty of fish in the sea...so dont worry about him, hell if he didnt want you that is his lose, keep being you and dont stress ya self:D
:iconindigoblac1511:
thanks, but i don't think there's any fish like this fish, atleast not in north carolina....lol

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This is what an OG told me filthy rich and dyin lonely "Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie" ~SPM
:iconindigoblac1511:
thanks......

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This is what an OG told me filthy rich and dyin lonely "Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie" ~SPM
:icondenchii85:
lol! I feel you I grew up in NC and all my homies besides like 2 went to jail or have like 2 kids, but a even better fish will come just you wait:D
:iconindigoblac1511:
ok, lol, i guess i'll trust you......lol. but how do you know I live in the NC?

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This is what an OG told me filthy rich and dyin lonely "Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie" ~SPM
:iconindigoblac1511:
:D

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This is what an OG told me filthy rich and dyin lonely "Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie" ~SPM

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